Second chances

The worst you can do is give up hope,  specially when you are at fault.

Its a catch 22 I guess. You know you messed up. You know you are responsoble for what you are going through and so, you know that the chance to be forgiven is slim. Or maybe you are beinh too hard on yourself. It's difficult to be hopeful when you don't know.

People tell you to have faith and keep calm. Be patient. But as always, things like these are easier said than done. It's difficult to be patient and calm when you are hanging by a thread.

The good thing is you learn and are determined to be better. You are determined to keep your anger in check and watch youur words. You are more willing to trust and less inclined to be trying.

But for all that to implement, you need a another chance. Just one more chance to prove you can be the person that can make life easier and happy. A chance to show you are capable of change for the better. A second chance.

And whether you get it or not will be the question.