I Shall Wait

I Wait.

I wait for the sun to rise.

I wait for inspiration at work.

I wait for inspiration to strike me in the face.

I wait for that feeling of happiness that makes ones spine tingle and let out an involuntary giggle.

I wait for life to surprise me as I have been surprised in the past.

I wait for that change everyone tells me will come my way and turn my world upside down.

I wait to be swept off my feet.

I wait to be shown a different, more enigmatic and less heinous world.

I wait for the miracle called LIFE to show itself and make me a believer.

I wait in that long queue of people who are just waiting and can't figure out what it is they need.

I wait to grasp that which eludes by a fraction of an inch, titillating me with its proximity and yet frustrating me with its elusiveness.

I wait. And I wait some more. Never flinching. Never wavering.

People say I lack faith. People say I should believe. Do they not see me waiting? Waiting for life to move on. Waiting for life to take a turn.

Waiting for life to come alive.

And I shall wait. And I shall wait some more.